AFTER BEING ALONE FOR 5 MINS

    AFTER THINKING ABOUT HOW MUCH I GIVE FROM MY OWN LIFE TIME , SOME TOOK YEARS NOT SECONDS NOR MINS OR EVEN HOURS, I FOUND MYSELF HAVE GIVEN SO MUCH AND HAVE TAKEN NOTHING I WAS OKAY WITH IT AT THE BEGGING , MAYBE BECAUSE OF HOW  SHY I WAS AND I WANTED TO HAVE FRIENDS OF GIRLS AND FEEL THAT I AM NORMAL AND WANT TO FEEL WANTED LIKE ANYBODY ELSE , BUT IT SEEMS IT ABSORBED MY POWER LATELY I NEED TO TAKE FOR SOME TIME ONLY AND IF I GAVE ANYTHING IN RETURN IT SHOULDN'T BE A MUST , AFTER YEARS OF CARELESS I FOUND OUT I HAVE WASTED MY OWN LIFE PLAYING GAMES , TALKING TO GIRLS , WASTING MONEY, I HAVE DONE NOTHING FOR MYSELF ,IT SEEMS THAT REGRET IS A PART OF GROWING UP BUT SEEMS THAT MY REGRET WILL ABSORB MY OWN LIFE ...

Time

"Time is passing by and you can't stop it , days are running out oooh my -  heart broken hard , im feeling bad , wanna touch the sky but i can't , want to dream in my - mind but no dreams comes by , simply im alive but in the same time im dying , bye life bye bye dreams , and even love didn't and won't meet "

One Person You Trust

"Life is full of struggles that will face each one of us , some of us can come over it easily by himself , and others can't , that's a reason you try having some one you can trust telling him/her anything , but it's hard to find such a person and have him for ever . sometimes you add your self guilt too if you made him some day feel unhappy , sad , sorrow . it's just relations get complicated sometimes , and you can't solve it cause you are have no one to ask him how to act or react , because it's complicated with the person you picked , and sometimes you feel so much pain when he is telling you that you did something , mbe you did but he got it wrong , miss understood the action or the words , That Makes It So Much Harder For You :("

Dreaming heart

"it's easy to imagine what you want to be , imagine your future , but at the same moment hard to see the way to there , you can try and tr

y and try harder but no use . only god can make your try get you there , and don't forget no one takes everything he wished for , sometimes you reach what you think it may make you happy , sometimes god makes another plans makes you more happier , don't let anything take you down easily ever, what ever you will do it will give you a result in the end so make sure you are on the right track , as for love ' you are dreaming too much to find , you won't find it until you love your self , you will never find it soon , don't get too sad , that's life - Love , wise , money , hugs , laughs , happy , health , it's all gonna gone so use them wisely in order to be proud of what you did in the past when you reach the future "

Being in love

A dream which might not come true ,a dream that I'm dying for , and worth fighting for , i was dreaming to become a very romance guy which already became true but it's too hard to be empty hearted till I meet her ,wanna a hug from u when i feel bad ,hold my hand when u want to make me not feel lonely again , i'm sure that each heart completes another but the time to see that happen is the problem

ThinkIn

" this post will describe a feeling , that many of us may feel , what happened to my love , i was totally wanna be near her more than my self , i saw that she is the one to be beside me , and when i got to know her more , i got attrackted to her more than i have ever imagined , so many common things and very different oppionios too , but when she said that we are just classmates , and she doesnt think that love is true , and all that happens only in movies O.o , then iam a legendary creature , unique , one of kind cause i believe that love exists but so little people who are lucky enough to live , anyway i found my self began to be away waiting from here to say something but that wont happen its not meant to be with her , sooner or later like my friend told me , i will find the person who love me , and even if i dont like her " first impression " i will adore her , take the person who loves you <3 he/she will put you inside her heart , her mind and you will be happy for ever "
But i still attrackted to her :'(

~ SomeOne~

" Well...I Needed Someone to talk to but i can't find someone that i can tell him the whole truth even how much i tried but no one but you that i would terribly talk to , one question i would to know it's answer ...Did you feel me ?? ,  Did you feel what my eyes were trying to say to you ?? Did you feel my heartbeats like i was feeling when ever i come near you ??! , it's really hard to live without seeing you for 3 months , it's more harder when i think about what can i do to live that much without seeing you :( , How hard life can get when you love some one and misses him , it may just break you without even touching you . "